No More Hiding


After struggling for so many years (nearly 35) to find inner peace, I've finally realized that I am ready to come out of hiding. I'm done worrying about the taboo's and the shame on you's...this is my only time in this life to be exactly who I know I am meant to be. My ultimate goal: to remove all fear from my inner existence, to love and accept unconditionally and to have fun!

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Birth Control Pill

Nearly 16 years.  That’s how long I took the pill.  I was 16 when I received my first Rx.  I always hear about the potential for the ‘severe side effects,’ but I did not ever include myself as a possible victim.  What they don’t mention (out loud) is the potential for depression and suicide.  It wasn’t until a pathology class in 2007 that I realized that I was a victim.  I learned that the type of pill I was taking (Demulen) is known to cause depression.  Prior to my awakening, I went to my M.D., explained my symptoms and received Prozac.  The anger came when I learned that the depression may very well have been caused by the pill.  From that realization came the farewell to the pill and the anti-depressant.  From that point I knew that I would not ever again use female contraception.  I also pondered about what I was going to do should I be blessed in the future with a daughter.  What would I do for her when I view the majority of female contraception as poison?  No more worries…I was blessed with a Son in 2010 and I am now sterile.