Such an urging to be noticed…all the time. It’s awful! Such a strain and drain on my spirit. I realized a few years back that I am noticed by the people that notice me. I’m working not to take things personally whether I’m noticed or not. Part of that life process/experience. So while it used to hurt…so badly I wondered why it was worth it to continue living…I know now that it isn’t about ANYONE ELSE. Only me. What a relief! Lol.